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I found after coming back from NZ, every year ended better than the previous one.

It has been a long time to stay at home totally alone since having SP. I can just do anything I want, listening to music, writing email, reading books, watching TV, or just doing nothing. I left SP with his grandmon yesterday night, and lucky Bill gave a day off since I waked up very early to drive Olivier to airport. That's a great deal. 

From the previous relationship, I had to learn not to expect too much otherwise I would be always disappointed. Well, for the new one, not sure whether it's the new one or not, of course i expect something, but I'm also afraid to expect too much and I will fall into that disaster.